Happiest days of my life - Bootcamp

 [김건희] [오전 2:03] that trainings are traumatic to most of people

[김건희] [오전 2:03] yep

[김건희] [오전 2:04] A harsh hierarchy system that you can't escape

[vale] [오전 2:04] How were you treated particularly?

[김건희] [오전 2:04] and here is the joker card

[김건희] [오전 2:05] I was afraid of everything of what would happen in army, because of my standing out temper

[김건희] [오전 2:05] Turend out!!!!

[김건희] [오전 2:05] The time in the military camp was the happiest days of my life

[김건희] [오전 2:05] I even feel shivers down my spine

[김건희] [오전 2:06] for how much I miss the days

[김건희] [오전 2:06] I would do it again

[김건희] [오전 2:06] Such a good memories

[김건희] [오전 2:06] I just loved it

[vale] [오전 2:06] Were you ever intimidated by any of your peers?

[김건희] [오전 2:06] I was so happy

[김건희] [오전 2:06] No.... Can I talk more about it?

[vale] [오전 2:06] Yep

[김건희] [오전 2:06] Oh my God.. I feel like crying right now

[김건희] [오전 2:07] I told this to my brother and he realized how severe my mental problem / struggling was, few weeks before

[김건희] [오전 2:07] I didn't expect that,

[김건희] [오전 2:07] he said it is VERY peculiar for someone to love that period

[김건희] [오전 2:08] usually it's the worst. the first 1 month of training camp

[김건희] [오전 2:08] The fact I truly loved that period made him to realize something about my inner conflicts

[김건희] [오전 2:08] I mean, did I tell you this before?

[김건희] [오전 2:08] I think I did?

[김건희] [오전 2:09] I really wanna tell this story. would you listen to it?

[vale] [오전 2:09] You didn't do the actual full training. I wonder if you would've loved that as well

[vale] [오전 2:10] Sure, you can tell me

[김건희] [오전 2:10] Well, I didn't do 2 years right

[vale] [오전 2:10] You've mentioned a bit about it

[김건희] [오전 2:10] Okay.. maybe I shouldn't

[vale] [오전 2:10] Why?

[김건희] [오전 2:10] Idk

[김건희] [오전 2:11] I wouldn't have loved the whole 2 years right

[김건희] [오전 2:11] but

[김건희] [오전 2:11] You know, it's very different in there

[김건희] [오전 2:11] As soon as you walk into the gate..

[김건희] [오전 2:11] into the huge area

[김건희] [오전 2:12] that once you walk in, there's no way out for the predetermined time

[vale] [오전 2:12] Keep telling me, I'll go get cozier clothes, I'm cold hah

[김건희] [오전 2:12] The all kinds of people.. wearing the same suit everywhere

[김건희] [오전 2:13] and have to walk the way they tell us to walk, say, yell something they command us to do,

[김건희] [오전 2:13] synchronizing every step

[김건희] [오전 2:14] We have been living in wherever places we had belong

[김건희] [오전 2:14] under the same sky

[김건희] [오전 2:14] As soon as you walk into that "Zone"

[김건희] [오전 2:14] The whole sky turns different

[김건희] [오전 2:14] the whole atmosphere of everything

[김건희] [오전 2:15] just by the gate and the huge walls surrounding the vast area

[김건희] [오전 2:15] Suddenly, me, myself becomes someone that's there to die, as a usage

[김건희] [오전 2:15] and called as a number

[김건희] [오전 2:15] I was.. 147, as far as I remember

[김건희] [오전 2:16] And we just know that we should not act differently here

[김건희] [오전 2:16] I mean, when we're under control

[김건희] [오전 2:17] like training, marching outside

[김건희] [오전 2:17] It was cold days, at a winter time, and that was what I worried the most

[김건희] [오전 2:17] Oh my God. I miss those days

[김건희] [오전 2:18] It's weird. It's hard to comprehend

[김건희] [오전 2:18] I'm having this flashback

[김건희] [오전 2:18] People would laugh about it but..

[김건희] [오전 2:18] I don't know

[김건희] [오전 2:18] I love the people

[김건희] [오전 2:18] and I truly love the way I am in there

[김건희] [오전 2:19] I really really loved how I am in there

[김건희] [오전 2:19] I was so natural and happy in there

[김건희] [오전 2:19] I was so, so happy

[김건희] [오전 2:19] I was, very active in there,

[김건희] [오전 2:19] I made a jokes a lotm

[김건희] [오전 2:20] very funny jokers to make everyone laugh and make it brighter

[김건희] [오전 2:20] jokes'

[김건희] [오전 2:20] I didn't need to think about anything

[김건희] [오전 2:20] I was told to do certain things, and I was willing to follow the orders

[김건희] [오전 2:21] I only had to "do the tasks"

[김건희] [오전 2:21] and I enjoyed that very much

[김건희] [오전 2:21] disassemblying guns, reassemble it,

[김건희] [오전 2:21] Everyday was so busy

[김건희] [오전 2:22] Wake up at 6 am, right after you wake up, btw we slept on this flat.. floors all together in lines

[김건희] [오전 2:22] with a thin matt

[김건희] [오전 2:22] I didn't know I could do that

[김건희] [오전 2:23] You hear the wake up call, Open your eyes, immediately get up and fold your matt and sheets, organize them in the same way that everybody does

[김건희] [오전 2:23] Wear the uniform

[김건희] [오전 2:23] and go out, freezing outside, stand in line and wait

[김건희] [오전 2:24] Do this stupid Aerobic.. and speak some of disciplines like "we are the sons of blah blah"

[김건희] [오전 2:25] "We will defend this country and the freedom... democracy.."

[김건희] [오전 2:25] Right after go to restaurant and eat.. in 5~10 minutes then the day begin at 7~8am

[김건희] [오전 2:25] and at 8 am your mind is clear as a day. Not sleepy or tired at all

[김건희] [오전 2:26] From that time to this time we go there and come back, go to another place and train,

[김건희] [오전 2:26] And wherever we go, we march, synchronizing out steps and sing the marching songs unstopping

[김건희] [오전 2:27] We walked to the shooting zone I guess for 1 and half hours

[김건희] [오전 2:27] with 20~30 kilograms on our back, 5~10 kilo rifle

[김건희] [오전 2:27] another day for 3 hours to get to the training zone

[김건희] [오전 2:28] wear this weird masks and .. do a lot of things

[김건희] [오전 2:28] When we walk road people in the car watch us

[김건희] [오전 2:28] and I'm so alienic to them

[김건희] [오전 2:29] come back, eat dinner,

[김건희] [오전 2:29] shower time,

[김건희] [오전 2:29] wash our clothes, clean our troops's room

[김건희] [오전 2:29] troop

[김건희] [오전 2:29] 중대 소대 분대

[김건희] [오전 2:29] battalion

[김건희] [오전 2:29] I don't remember the word

[김건희] [오전 2:30] the ten of us share the same place

[김건희] [오전 2:30] 8 of them were christians lololol

[김건희] [오전 2:30] And you know, these people came from every places

[김건희] [오전 2:30] 4 of them had master's degree in science, mechanics, future professors

[김건희] [오전 2:31] but we're just a friend and bonded brothers in there

[김건희] [오전 2:31] What have you done in the society, that doesn't work and nobody cares at all

[김건희] [오전 2:31] It's just how charismatic you are and how well you do the tasks

[김건희] [오전 2:32] And little bit of free time

[김건희] [오전 2:32] We rambled, work out and banter

[김건희] [오전 2:32] It was just so funny

[김건희] [오전 2:32] made everything that could entertain us

[김건희] [오전 2:33] I guess 3 times a day we ran until we ... pant like a dog

[김건희] [오전 2:33] and shower place was 10 minutes by walk outside

[김건희] [오전 2:33] come back with t shirts and shorts it was so cold

[김건희] [오전 2:34] and every one day in three days, we had to

[김건희] [오전 2:34] what's the word

[김건희] [오전 2:34] vigil?

[김건희] [오전 2:34] watch out

[김건희] [오전 2:34] when everyone's sleeping

[김건희] [오전 2:34] 2 by 2

[김건희] [오전 2:34] That was harsh

[김건희] [오전 2:34] You got to wake up at night at 3am, 4am, 2am when it's a shift

[김건희] [오전 2:35] stand in the aisle for 1 hour and go to sleep again..

[김건희] [오전 2:35] Firing a gun became very fun to do, not scared at all, sound and

[김건희] [오전 2:35] oh my God the scent of gunpowder burning

[김건희] [오전 2:36] I didn't worry about anything, I loved everybody, we were there to help each other, die together if something happens,

[김건희] [오전 2:36] I was truly myself

[김건희] [오전 2:37] People thought I was mad but I was free

[김건희] [오전 2:37] in there

[김건희] [오전 2:37] I was me in there

[김건희] [오전 2:37] That's why I was happy

[김건희] [오전 2:37] Okay. I talked enough

[김건희] [오전 2:37] and maybe too much